OK Lets Get Happy

This site is about the changes that are taking place and it is really easy to just pretend everything is OK. While keeping current about what is happening, there are happy things we can do to stay positive.

In my book "The Single Mothers Journey to Wholeness". I write about fear, anxiety, and how to overcome a multitude of problems. Positive affirmations, nurturing ones self, becoming accountable for our own life and actions.

Lately I have had to take my own advice. You can get a free chapter of my book at www.singlemothersjourney.com. At this time in life, I write about the changing world, not to be gloomy or fear-based but I want to give everyone resources so the transition will be smooth. I think we are moving to Ohio or Washington because it is not fun living in an area where all of our money is used on fixed expenses and we all got laid off or lost money because of the economy. Believe me when I say that it is not fun when things change. We must adapt. So I look for the prudent thing to do now instead of keeping my head in the clouds.

I can do all things through Christ which strengthen me....that affirmation has kept me sane. No one knows what is going to happen and all we have is now. However, planning is essential for any task, even driving down the street. We can be happy in today and we can face the challenges we all have coming by being proactive.

I hope this site helps and I will have more resources available soon.

If Not For You - Read This For Our KIds

I guess I was born to question about the nature of reality. My mom told me that things would happen in my lifetime that would take away our rights, freedoms and create a one world government. I told her she was crazy and she should focus on happy thinking and go have some fun. She explained to me at 11 years old that there was a shadow government and that the Bildeburgs and about 10 families really ran the world. She explained to me that there was a trilateral commission and to watch for signs of microchiping humans, martial law, big brother activities among other gloomy predictions. I guess I always kept one ear open for signs that this might come true but half disbelived it because of the fun I could have, the freedom I was enjoying like the rest of society and because it was depressing.

My Fathers legacy is that I am a Lowthorp and my bloodline includes a man named John Lathrop who was exiled out of England and he was against the Church of England. I won't even get into the lineage of this line but I guess it is in my blood to not follow the crowd when it comes to conformity and mind control of the masses. I do not want to be part of the herd led to the slaughter. I will stand up for what is right.

That being said, check out Naomi Wolf, here is her website at http://naomiwolf.org/ . Here is the project that she proposes and I hope it is not too late, http://www.myamericaproject.org/

Here is a youtube video to watch. Everyday it is getting worse and this video is over 1 month old so this has already changed exponentially in so many ways.

I will put the links on this site where I post my links. I still have to edit some of these posts and learn to hyperlink. I also have some cool affiliate sites that I am getting on-line. These posts are starting to take some form of relevence and I guess my mom was right after all. God help us all. Now Watch This! Check her out on Youtube for yourself.

Getting Real and Transition to a Better Future!

Today I hit a curbe and my tire blew out. Tonight I was driving on a donut and could feel every bump in the road. That is what economic life feels like lately. Before the bailout and before the housing bubble burst, there were still bumps but you couldn't feel them. Now we can see and feel the bumps and the ride is getting bumpy indeed.

I have a resource to a website that provides truth and hope for our future and some things we can do about what is going on. Catherine Austin Fitts has quite a resume and tonight the only thing I am going to tell you is the site that will provide you with much needed information. http://solari.com

I will add this to my link list on the right too.

God Bless and happy reading,

Nikki

I Think They are ALL HIGH!

Maybe the government and the bankers would do better if they were all high. The only way inteligent business men and politicians could really be working is if there is a plan that the rest of us really don't know about. I know I am not a rocket scientist but if you asked me a monkey could do better getting us out of this mess we are in. I guess conspiracy theorists might know something after all. I can't think of another reason educated individuals that have backgrounds and brains would allow the printing of manufactured money that we don't have and bailing out anyone asking for a hand out would do this to us the taxpayer.

I am not one to put charts and graphs up or even pretend to tell you how the financial market works. I do know that if I don't have money, I don't pay the rent and considering I am on main street and Chuck was just told his christmas job was being canceled at a major corporation after being hired, the rent scenerio is real for us. Luckily, we are resiliant for now. Getting back on point, if I fail at paying my bills, I don't get credit, If I don't have money, life really sucks. This forces me to make changes by saving, by cutting costs and by moving if need be. I can't go print more money and charge it to my next door neighbor, he would get pretty mad if I was stealing from him to pay my bills.

Well, the government is broke and they owe every other nation in the world tons of money. So much that we can't print our way out of it. Guess who is getting stuck with the bill. Us. Guess what else, when we can't pay we are going to be owned by guess who? The countries we owe. Why was this allowed to happen. Greed on our part and the lower level parts of the industries that gave us the money that shouldn't have been given. Again it wouldn't have taken a rocket science to figure that one out either but laws were changed in order to allow this to happen. There were safeguards in place. For Example, banks, savings and loans and investment companies were not allowed to be intertwined until Bill Clinton signed the finacial services modification act in 1999. Before that bill there was a safeguard against this. This is just one example.

I don't know if we will be OK except for my trust in Jesus, I would not hold any hope for the immediate future, I think we are in real trouble. However, I do think it will be interesting and hopefully not as bad as some people think. Check out Jim Marrs site at http://www.jimmarrs.com/ he also wrote a book called "The Rise of the Fourth Reich: The Secret Societies". I am just about to read it. I did hear him on Coast to Coast which was interesting and his research was good about JFK and other theories.

Also, I do this site for my friends and family but I do believe in hope. I am not blind to what is going on and I have suffered because of it, yet I have hope. Check out www.saddleback.com for inspiration during these times. Pastor Rick wrote the purpose driven life. I feel it is my purpose to share what I find out for you all.

Love,

Nikki

PS CHECK OUT A CASE FOR CHRIST - HERE IS A LINK AND ON THE PAINTING ON THE FILM FROM 32 TO THIRTY NINE SECONDS THE GIRL IN THE BLUE LOOKS JUST LIKE ME! OR HOW I LOOKED WHEN I WAS 20. PRETTY COOL!

The D Word Has Arrived - Aint No Stopping Us Now

The Dow, NASDAQ and S&P hit lows today and everyone is freaking out. I have heard the release language that the web-bot predicted and they were spot on once again. It is so obvious that we are in for a ride.

A nice lady that was trying to recruit me for the financial services industry called me to try to hook me in. I politely told her in exasperation that I think I would be crazy to go into this industry and I personally don't believe it will recover, at least not for a long time. I also politely stated I think we are in for a depression and I am going into loan mods for the immediate future as my job selling vacations is sunk. I also gave her some mainstream resources that I have posted on previous posts on this site so I could help her. I now am out of denial and completely awake about this reality. I told this nice woman that the only thing that I would sell regarding commodities is gold.

A few minutes after this conversation, I myself couldn't believe these words were coming out of my mouth, but decided to forget it. I thought I sounded like a Y2K paranoid freak which I told myself along time ago I would never do. I then turned on Mad Money with Jim Cramer and he was sounding more paranoid than myself and stated we are headed straight for a depression. I am not such a lunatic after all. I have never seen him like this ever. It was kind of surreal which is becoming the norm anyhow. Here is the link to the Mad Money segment I am talking about (I swear I will learn to hyperlink this on blogspot soon) http://www.cnbc.com/id/27826519 but for now copy and paste this into your browser. THIS LINK IS IMPORTANT TO READ AND WATCH THE VIDEO.


I no longer care if people say I am forecasting gloom and doom, I still have hope and I know that our current state of affairs are not working anyway. I am committing myself to emailing my family and friends my blog to pass around as we need to be real about the current state of affairs and discuss what to do about it. My whole family has been hit with layoffs and downsizing. I know many people already hurting and in trouble but for the rest of the bunch that is still busy shopping, it does not hurt to see the big picture. I was still selling and making money when the writing on the wall started taking form. I am now going to help people restructure there mortgages in hope for them and for my family's hope for a brighter future but even this may not work six months from now. At any rate, if I do well, we will buy a cheap farm and some pigs and a generator, if not we will be in the same boat as millions of people and we will be part of the on-going saga. I vote for the former.

What are you going to do to wake up??? What would happen if you lost your job today? What would you do for your fellow man that loses his? If hyper-inflation hits next year and the dollar becomes worthless, what contigancy plans do you have? Will we stick together or will we become selfish trying to save our own skin? I know I have had so much help already in my recent tragities but I have to help myself. Sink or swim time here. What would you do if a depression did come and everything does change? I hope I am wrong and hey the market might even rally a few times but I think by next summer if not sooner we are all in for the ride of our lives. Bottom line, get medicine, store food, water, get a farm if you can. Talk about options. Buy some gold. This blog is my something right now...what is yours?

Over three weeks ago there were over 900 applicants for 45 jobs at Cosco. My fiance got a job after applying at over 72 places. I have a BA, A real estate licence and am a published author with over 15 years of sales experience. Selling at best buy won't cover the bills for us so I am having to go to commissioned based sales. The problem is there are very few industries where people are buying. Check out the port of Long Beach and see the thousands of cars not moving off of the port. I know people are losing there houses and I am lucky enough to have experience and a chance to help them out but what about the people who have had cushy jobs forever and are in a nitch position that is hard to find in this economy. When these types of jobs are gone we are going to need a lot of Jack Daniels and a warm fire on the beach. Our tax money is going to the big guys flying lear jets and they will be in luxury condo's on the beach. I bet people will be pissed then.

What do you think?

Nikki

How to Transform During The Coming Changes

We all change, it is inevitable. A lot of the content on this site might seem gloom and doom. For a person who study's positive thinking, I am almost suprised myself that I am writing about subject matter like this.

I am the author of "The Single Mothers Journey to Wholeness" and believe in hope more than anything in the world. With that being said I also grew up listening to bible prophecy, a mom who told me about changes with the government and the world and I can see them all coming to pass. I also have led the life of a seeker and although I hold a degree in psychology, I should hold one in researching ancient cultures and prophecy. Ok, maybe not but you get the picture.

I believe there is hope for our world but I also believe in the collective consciousness and believe we as human beings need to think for ourselves and stop being led by a few people that control our world. I am not a protester, I am for peace and for humanity. I don't think we can fight or protest to change our situation. I also don't think we should stop thinking and speaking for ourselves. There is a force greater than ourself and a power within us that we can use to change ourselves, our consciousness and the world.

I am a mom, a worker a girlfriend, a woman, a human and although I have education, I am first and foremost a spiritual being having a human experience. I go to church, think about the universe, study science and listen to music. We don't have to be rocket scientist to change things. We are on the brink of discovery of knowing who we really are, how powerful we are through our creator and we can develop social systems, energy systems and human systems of peace and love.

If we stay on this course, however it will take a miracle but if we all come together with ideas, truth and integrity we can be the change we all want. Polititians, Greedy bankers and the people running the show don't want us to know about truth. Many of us don't even want to know because ingnorance is bliss and it takes courage to change. We can write our congressmen, talk to senators and be a collective voice. I don't know if that will work and I don't know if we can stop the tsunami of events. I do know that we can be proactive and do something everyday to change the course of what is about to happen. We can educate ourselves about consciousness, energy options like fusion, talk together, create communities that care about each other instead of the almighty dollar while it is still here.

I am pessimistic about what is happening but I am hopeful we can create solutions in our thoughts, actions and deeds. If 2012 is a change and if there really are forces that don't want us to wake up then it is our obligation to transform our world and not let our children down. Depression isn't an option. We need to pray for divine intervention and guidence while we go through this together.

Gold Rush, Trends and 2012

I have been looking at what is happening in the world right now and it is not only the 2012 enthusiast, conspiracy theorist or doomsday predictions that are peaking my interest right now. I am trying to make sense of the chaos that is here while living in a thriving community that still resembles what I am used to in the material world. So with some proper grounding and some research, I set off to find out what is really going to happen in the coming months and years and thought you might like to know as well. Gerald Celente is a well know trends expert and is CEO of the Trends Research Institute. He has some amazing thoughts on what will happen by 2012. Here is the link to his website at http://www.trendsresearch.com/journal08.html. He predicts a depression and you can look under his name on youtube to see everything he thinks will happen. You can see on his site that he is a person that has been on several major networks and is a leading person in who the media, newspapers and trade journals trust as an expert, so don't take it from me when the **** hits the preverbial fan.



So at 4:30 in the morning thinking about the relevence of what I have just seen. It seems to me that not only are we going to be in a depression, revolution and some changing times fairly quickly but that what is in my control is to protect my family with gold and help other people with resources that will help them in the coming months. We might have to all come together to start small businesses, grow our own food and simplify in order to survive. That could be a good thing considering how we are all so stressed out and alone now. We can learn to love again and have a sense of community.

As a side note as you all know the G-20 summit already happened. If your not pissed off about the raping of the people from this crisis. You might be pissed off about the menu the leaders of the summit had. Check out this article http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,452605,00.html and tell me if you wouldn't rather be sitting at a summit drinking 300.00 bottles of wine instead of thinking about all of this and where the mortgage payment is going to come from if you have been laid off or if you still have a job are you still going to have one next week?

In the meantime, May the peace of the Lord be with you always and may the force be with you!

Love Nikki

Bailouts For All, Except the Average Joe

When I think of 2012, I can't help but think about what is happening in our world now with the economic crisis. Global domination or awakening????? We better wake up now before we are in soup lines or even worse. We are watching the rising up of a fascist government right before our eyes and no one is doing anything to stop it. Well I guess it really doesn't matter if the world is going switch polarities and we could all be extinct by 12212012 anyway. But just in case that doesn't happen and we do manage to survive, the status Quo is changing fast.

The G-20 summit is tomorrow and world leaders will be doing something regarding this crisis. Centralization of government, a new world monetary system??? Could be.

How about the fact that Bush got up on national TV stating we had to inject 700 billion dollars into the banking system and now states government should get out of the private sectors? We just watch zzzzzzz, sleepy people. Now they are injecting more money into the auto sector, amex turned into a bank to get there piece of the pie and the stock market is crashing, people are losing jobs and I don't see protests, people like me commenting about this except on alternative sources and we are still asleep. As David Icke would say, wakee, wakee people. We better wake up fast.

By 2012 it will be to late, we are changing now.....fast! And as I and others scramble to keep up some kind of mad scramble to live the American Dream, keep some type of normalcy up before it gets too bad personally, WE HAVE TO SPEAK UP AND NOT LET OUR FREEDOMS OR WHAT SEMBLANCE OF FREEDOM GO.

Of course, 2012 is about peace so I am personally not anti anything, except anti aging which I try to do daily. I think we need to come together in our own G-20 summit and be for peace and for freedom of speech, and for ethics in business, and politics. WHAT ARE WE REALLY HERE FOR??

So if we as a people humble ourselves and pray, our land will be healed! We need to feel the peace and be the peace. At the same time we must stay awake and watch what is really going on because, the powers that be are clearly awake and focused on agenda's that are in their best interest, but are they really thinking and intending for our bright and shiny future? We need to be the powerful people we really are and stand up for ourselves, our families and our neighbors when the need is so great.

Check out www.greggbraden.com for insights on 2012, The Divine Matrix and how to pray.

Love and light,

Nikki

Co-creating, Peace and 2012

OK, now we have a little background on 2012 and I know I am trying to figure out what it all means. 2 weeks ago, my company had massive layoffs and we all have seen what the stock market has done in the past few months. Two of my children have been laid off and many friends are struggling to make ends meet. Then I go to the Spectrum in Irvine, which is a huge outdoor mall and see people who are still shopping, thriving and eating out. The same ol same ol situation.

I have read many books on the law of attraction and wonder how our thoughts, beliefs and frequencies correlate with the upcoming prophetic events. The media is all gloom and doom and yet we all know we must change. How to stay positive, work and still evolve and keep the faith is my question for today. It is only now that we truly have and there are only two ways to look at this, at least from my point of reference. 1.) We have a predestined future and what ever will happen is in Gods hands or 2.) Our thoughts and feelings truly do create reality and on a mass scale of conscious decisions and intentions we can have many possible outcomes for our future.

I like David Icke and am not sure if everything he states is true. I do however think he is a good soul and although he is a conspiracy theorist he looks at our consciousness as a human race much like the Matrix and has been right about a lot of what is happening in our world today.

This is my second post and as I am just developing this site and finding the resources and information that might be useful to myself and to you the readers, I am meerly posing some questions to direct the path in which we are led. For now check out www.davidicke.com and I will be back tomorrow with some links and some good stuff to help us through this process.

Love and Light,

Nikki

What the ??? is really going on???

When I started seeing 11:11 all over the place I was wondering what it all meant. I typed it into a search engine and found that this was a phenomena that was happening to many people around the planet.

Was this a sign from God, and what was the 2012 connection in this synchronicity of numbers popping up everywhere. Then I started seeing books, television shows and a number of speakers talk about the upcoming date of December 21st, 2012. With this information, I realized that because of the cultures that foretold of this time period being such a monumental period of change, I started researching with a zeal that kept me interested for months on end.

Well in the back of my mind, I knew there was a quickening happening in our culture and on a collective level of consciousness. Many could feel change in the air. With work, family and the fast pace of life happening, I let it go for a while. The Mayan people were the most specific on the date, yet I also followed the Web bot project and they were correct on the predictions of there financial collapse and there predictions are even more ominous for the upcoming years. Also because I am a christian "who loves studying aliens, consciousness and light quantum physics", I have been aware of the christian prophesies and look at all views and how they coincide. The upcoming events are amazing yet very nerve racking.

So what the ??? is true regarding these times. Is Jesus coming now? Are the Mayan, Inca and Hopi prophecies right? Do we need to cleanse ourselves and raise our vibrations in order to survive the upcoming changes and is this doomsday or an ascension process that is changing humanity into new beings that are evolving in consciousness and will we live through this time.

On this blog I will research topics such as this, give websites and resources regarding our changing world and give hope to people to help us all through this transition, whatever it might be. We will find truth together. I will keep this practical and as scientific and factual as possible.

Because I have a faith in Jesus, I will cover how the bible is relevant as well as looking at all cultures and religions in order to help us all come together in hope and love during this time.

For today and our economic times I will give a few web-sites that help me in my research and I will give others during each days posts to help the reader glean through information regarding our changing world and look forward to your comments as well.

Check out halfpasthuman.com for financial analysis regarding the upcoming days and weeks and check out http://www.december212012.com/index.shtml for many topics regarding 2012.

Thank you and I look forward to research and sharing on this site and getting the most up-to-date material as possible with the best resources around.

Nikki